He calls me friend.

It is becoming more and more evident of how I should be more dependent on God rather than people.
I become so dependent on people that I just push God aside.
God actually wants to be my best friend. He longs to be.
Lately, he has only been my friend when I want him to be.
He's here NOW.
Waiting.

sleep on it.

friendship is confusing.

thought.

If it doesnt bring God glory....why do I do it?

break.

Whos real in this life?
Are we being true?
The person God has truly chosen for us to be?

We (and I mean myself more than we) as followers of Christ need to take a stand.
Ill be honest, its the hardest thing Ive ever tried to do.
Ill probably never get there.

But the effort and our actions will pay off. I know it.

anybody.

Is there anybody who loves me?
Is there anybody who really cares?
Is there anybody who wants to stay home for me?
Is there anybody who wants to be with me when I am not in control,
when I feel like crying?
Is there anybody who can hold me and give me a sense of belonging?

let go.

The more I put my trust into people, the more I realize that I need to put my trust in God.

This letting go thing is hard.