his voice.

How can we ever start to know God if we don't allow ourselves to be receptive to his calling?

His voice is so distinct, but we push it aside like it doesnt really exist.
I push it aside like it doesnt really exist.

Somewhere along this journey, Ive wanted to put my bags down and give up. But glimpses of the end result are so beautiful.

I know whats coming.
I know my calling.
But like so many, I want to run.

The path I'm running away on is quickly getting narrower.

God,
Im running.
Take this fear away.
Life becomes more miserable when I dont listen to you.
Reveal yourself to me.
I want to be all I can, for you.
Give me strength.
Lots of it.
Cause to live here, today, mental strength is essential.

I love you.

restless

You dwell in the songs that we are singing
Rising to the Heavens, rising to Your heart, Your heart
Our praises filling up the spaces
In between and frailty and everything You are
You are the keeper of my heart

And I'm restless, I'm restless
'Til I rest in You, 'til I rest in You
I'm restless, I'm restless
'Til I rest in You, 'til I rest in You
Oh God, I wanna rest in You

Oh, speak now for my soul is listening
Say that You have saved me, whisper in the dark
'Cause I know You're more than my salvation
Without You I am hopeless, tell me who You are
You are the keeper of my heart
You are the keeper of my heart

And I'm restless, I'm restless
'Til I rest in You, 'til I rest in You
I'm restless, I'm restless
'Til I rest in You, 'til I rest in You
I wanna rest in You

Still my heart hold me close
Let me hear a still small voice
Let it grow, let it rise
Into a shout, into a cry

Still my heart hold me close
Let me hear a still small voice
Let it grow, let it rise
Into a shout, into a cry

And I'm restless, I'm restless
'Til I rest in You, let me rest in You
I'm restless, so restless
'Til I rest in You, 'til I rest in You
Oh God, I will rest in You

I can see the light

I dont know what the heck Im trying to prove.
This whole semester I have been told that I have hardly done anything.
Well, compared to them, they are correct.
Compared to alot of people, they are correct.
I have had a really easy semester. Super easy.
But there is a reason for everything, I know.
Ive learned alot about myself, about others, and ultimately about God.

I'm still after Gods heart.


Life's a fight.
The world is continuously trying to take me.
It wins, it loses.
But this glorious, beautiful life Ive been given,
should be an ever reflection of Gods love.
Hallelujah